So it definitely feels like new…
This is my new family/workmates
I’m still trying to adjust to my new surroundings and new work environment.
I am now cautious not too open to them for now but I definitely have to earn my place here. It will be my last work for the rest of my life.
It’s the same prose over and over again. I wasn’t happy with work. I became less productive with my previous work. The dream job I once thought that I had achieved has now crumbled and I am again left with mounds of regret.
I was placed in a very toxic environment. It was like walking on eggshells everyday. I seem to lack the knowledge to do my work. People started doubting me. I started doubting myself, and when that time comes you know that it is time to move on.
Luckily I again found new employment and hopefully better work. The new catch phrase is “We find ways” and I’m glad I made the decision to move. Will it be better for me? Only God can tell. But for now, somehow I have to find a way to make it work.
I am now posting inspirational stuff. My life is almost back to normal.
I would like to say I never lost faith. But that wouldn’t be true. Let’s just say that despite me questioning his will he still have me more than what I wanted. And that is how great a God he is!
Just yesterday my boss was his usual asshole self… I just can’t wait to give him my resignation letter. It’s going to be a great pay back and a perfect blind side.
As the dust settles from a very emotional very sad chapter in my history of mistakes, another door opens up.
I’m still waiting for the results of my medical but I am already preparing for the inevitable.
My career shift to another bank is almost complete. With this move I will close a chapter of my life and enter a new one.
Everything is still a mystery to me. But I already know it’s going to be exciting.
I will wait for you dear Lord
Read: Psalm 27
Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. Psalm 27:14